After thought

hey Bao bei :D

2006-05-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

Hey bao bei, my lovely little bao bei, my cute bao bei, my sweet bao bei, my sexy bao bei. Do you know how much u mean to me, I even cant believe it. I feel my other commitments in life arent so impt as u.

Even when I use to be so committed to a certain Hardcore game known as FFXI, right now, i only play it casually and when i call u, I dun play it, I dun go out and party and fight monster, coz i know i will be distracted, i wan to give my full attention to u when u call. Coz only thru calling, can i hear your voice. I wan to hear your cute voice, I dowan to hear silence, i like to hear u talk and talk and talk and talk. Esp when u have something to say.

Sometimes i may sound distracted, but thats becoz im tinking or could be distractions like frens messaging me, but i want u to know this, this distraction are minor. i will try my best. Haha multi-tasking , here i come !

I wish we have more time on the weekdays, we should meet for dinner more often, forget abt what our parents say, lets just meet. Can ? I dowan u to eat 2 times just for my sake. I wan u to enjoy your dinner, and let your mother know dun cook your share unless u call her. PLEASE I wan to meet u more often, at least on friday.

I am a shit head

2006-03-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

I have hurt my dear. I never meant for it to be this way, I didnt even know I had hurt her. After she told me, I realise what a shithead i am. I felt angry , angry at myself, even after she told me its ok, I feel I cannot forgive myself.

For when I thought I had given her a wonderful time, I had only disappointed her. I felt stupid, I should have done someting. I thought this thing should never be an issue between the 2 of us, but it as reared its ugly head. She is right, I should have done something, but if I had not done it, does it mean I dun embrace the important date? No, it must never be stucked on to any important date that "something" must be done. But it would have brought a smile to her face. And thats all I want, a smile from her.

I owe her one, she got me it. I had a talk with her, almost cried, but didnt expect it to be this way. I didnt expect that out from her really , honestly. I thought we were above that. I then realise my mistake, that sometimes I have to show it other than words and action. I know my error, but I hope she doesnt expect it out of every important date. Really, honestly.

I have alot to learn, in this game of love. I hope i didnt break her heart.

To My dear

2006-02-27T17:44:00.000+08:00

My Dear

My sweet darling,
My lover,
My friend,
My supporter,
My Helper,
My Joker,
My Singer,
My financial Planner,
My one and only YANYAN.

U are one person, but u mean alot more to me. My dear, I want u to b by my side always. This 11 mnths have seen ups and downs, but it has only strengthen my love for you. I will always dote on u , even if i have commitments, know that u are always at the top of my list.

Long time

2005-12-04T12:11:00.000+08:00

Im back finally. Works been freaking busy. I have to OT almost everyday. Going back at 6 since like a priviledge. I hate it. Y must I spend lesser time with my GF , frens and family just for work. Sometimes, Singapore is just tooo competitive. They should change their thinking, like australia. They dun OT like crazy, u look and u c their shops mostly closes at 5. Man , Y are we like this ?

I wan to bring my dear out more often, but this is killing me. I m spending lesser time with her thx to a B I T C H a work. man she really have no sense of time. Dear, I'm sorry, I want to c u everyday, but work is shit ! man , how i wish i can work in a place without OT. I must find time ! GIMME TIME !!!

Blogging time

2005-10-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

its the end of the month, and boy has it been exciting.

1st, Oct 15 .. who bday huh ?? oh ! my dear loh ahaha. Its her bday. and she had a chalet. Hope she liked my present. Had a memorable time at the chalet, but after all that, suddenly miss home.

2nd , i ORD on the 16 oct, woot . basket though , the guy suppose to return my IC... on leave 1 week ! fool , on leave dun pass responsibility meh ?

3rd, Went on the cable car with my dear, coz she mentioned it , then i wanted to surprise her ! ahaha so long never sit liao. still abit daunting when u look down.

4th, Got my 1st interview, the guy say my portfolio not fantastic, and i will admit, its not. Tats y im looking for job, do learn , to experience and to b a pro ! nobody starts of as a pro.

5th Got the job ... ahaaha today my 1st day, wasnt nervous, coz the place quite relax. can take out shoe, and my head quite understanding. He gave me some simple tracing job and a duplicating job in the afternoon. All done. Went over ger house to check on her becoz....

6th, Ger pulled out 4 wisdom toooth ! wow hers big big sia, alot of wisdom. I went to c her on thurs. She look pale and swollen. Thank God shes alive and well, operation was a huge sucess.
Y? becoz my ger today no more blood loss ! omg so fast. I lost so much blood during my 1st night. Heehee my ger pale pale , but still can joke joke with me.

Oct, def 1 i will never forget. I hope to always remain this way. Ger by my side, frens by my side, ahaha shiok. and ger, I will always help u one :)

S t e a m b o a t

2005-10-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

Haha today, I am as round as a santa claus. I find that my dear is becoming more and more cuter, and prettier. being around her is never a dull moment. We can talk alot of stuff, anything under the sky. I am very comfortable with her, and my love for her has definetly grown.

My sweet dear came over to my place today, and watched finding nemo. We were hungry after that, seeing all that fish swimming arnd ahahaha. So we decided to eat sakura. Turns out weekend dinner close to 30 bucks per person. When we reach toa payoh, it was soooo full , they had a waiting list. Gasp ! so we decided to go cold storage and ntuc, and buy every known ingredient known to steamboat... and went home for steamboat ! we had fish, prawn, chicken, fishballs, hotdog, cabbage, chye sim, chicken stock and egg. Wah then we sat down at my house, turn on the steamboat (electric , no gas , no fuss) then bam ! instant buffet at home. Best , got tv to watch, got no one to bother us, and its soooo comfortable. I enjoyed myself today, and i hope to spend more days with her again :)

life as it is

2005-09-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

Recently, I attended a talk by a company my friend introduced. What the guy said rang truth, what do you want in your life. Everyone can say i wan to b rich , i wan a car, but in reality, are you doing anything to achieve that? Sure a job pays, but lets face it, employers nowadays are out to squeeze u dry. They have tons of people in their resume cabinet all with at least a diploma or degree. I have been thinking about this and after hearing them , I feel they are right, but theres one problem, setting up your business with no working experience. In theory, it sounds easy, but in the real world, experience counts. Think about it if you feel like venturing into your own business at such a young age.

Ahahaa enough about serious stuff. Just read my dear's blog. HeeHee make me smile until i look like a mooncake. I really hope i'm the right one and I wan to keep it that way. She is someone very special to me, and I wan to b with her even more.

Money

2005-09-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

MOney, something we all need.

Ever since I had my car, I realise how easily money can just get flushed down. Every week 50 bucks goes into the car, not counting everything else. Then, when I see my ger, i realise how helpless I am. I cant lend her much when she needs it, I know i have abit of cash, but its not enough. I need money, and National Service isnt helping much. That 2 years may be fun, but its not helping in the long term. For that 2 years, I could b finishing my degree. Earning money, at least earning some decent pay. How many NS men out there feels they are getting paid peanuts?

I seriously want to earn money, I want to be able to help dear when she needs it. Even if I have to sell my car. I will find a way to get the cash. Anyone out there reading this, if you have any freelance job available, please contact me at chia2k@gmail.com.

The night of the Boom Boom

2005-08-10T14:13:00.000+08:00

Every saturday, seems to pass me by so fast. every time I'm with my ger, I cant help it, I wan to see her smile, I wan to make her forget about her stress, I want to enjoy time with her. Y do I do all this ? Cause I love her. I love her very much. Nothing can change that. I love my darling, I love the way she is , good or bad, I love to know what she is thinking. Being around her is never a dull moment.

The recent months

2005-07-31T12:53:00.000+08:00

Saturday , wat a weekend :)

went gym with my darling, so nice to c she wan to exercise with me. Gives me more motivation to run, jump and lift weights. too bad still cant run :( ahahaa. its been a while since i stepped into the gym, and i must say, im still doing fine.

After gym, we went up to bathe, rest awhile then ... we searched the net for the best western foood in singapore !!! We decided to go to a Blk 115 Bukit merah View western food stall called WOW WOW WEST. It was Cheap ! and talk about big ! at 4 bucks , i got a fish the size of a plate ! My darling got smaller one, but hers was thick. We ate the whole thing, and was quite full.

Then we drove down to orchard, and walked alll the way to the padang from HMV. Looong walk , and on the way, we were laughing at alll the silly chaps who drove arnd the aera of padang lol. Roads closed dudes ! its been broadcasted sooo many times.

We finally reached the esplanade and saw a crowd of ppl looking towards the ECP. We followed the crowd and stared at the sea, when suddenly fireworks came from the bridge !!! Arrrr we turned and saw it, then suddenly fireworks came from the sea !! ARRRR we turned and looked.
It was beautiful, Very pretty and i kept saying the word "nice" over and over again. That was the 1st time i watched fireworks with my Gerfriend. :) That was a wonderful night.

its been a hectic week

2005-07-27T22:24:00.002+08:00

Man , no time to update my blog. Been busy running arnd alot.

1st my tank is up and running, its planted tank and its full of life

2nd my jr coming .... ORD MODE ACTIVATE !!

3rd My dear got her new job, she seemed stress. Will help her the way i can.

4th time to start looking for a job.. anyone got design lobang for a freelance designer, email me at chia2k@yahoo.com.

lastly, just wan to say hi to all again

its been a hectic week

2005-07-27T22:24:00.001+08:00

The silence is deafening

2005-07-07T11:05:00.000+08:00

Yo its me again, Time to update my blog. Recently, been watching 2 movies. 1 was initial D , the other was WAr of the World. Both were great movies.

1st Initial D , did u know my name translated to JP is Takumi Fujiwara ??? ahahaaha no wonder i drive with 1 hand. Anyway, the show was nice, the cars were stunning, the race even better, but a few points to note. 1, Jay Chou cant really act, sure when he is driving he looks cool, but when he speaks .... it just feels unnatural. 2. Dont bring girls to watch this show unless they love cars. After the show , the guys were all discussing about the drifting, the cars and the way it should have been like the comic, but the girls just didnt get the fuss abt why the show was so great. Overall , i enjoyed it.

2nd War of the World, went with my ger ger to watch. Its a very good show. From the beginning, it keeps u on the edge of the seats, makes u think about wat if u were in that situation as it seemed real. The graphics were fantastic and believable. One thing i like about this show, it doesnt bother to explain too much into detail , like y the aliens came here, y they want to kill us and y they have such technology buried in the grounds and we have no idea it was there. This way, it gives us a psychological view of being there. When the aliens attack, no one knows why, it is just mayhem. As for the ending , well it seemed logical to me. Sure people will wan to see people fight back , but this ending makes more sense. Though i believe spielberg could have explained it abit more, as i noticed some people dun get it.

On last saturday, I went out with me darling, we went to bugis to actually eat the ajisen ramen. It was on offer, 50% off per bowl. However, when we reached Bugis, we realised ... its the Singapore Food Festival !!!! woohooo, there were sooo many food to choose from , satay, laksa, roasted duck wrapped in egg skin, black pepper crab, ice balls and much more ! in the end , we decided to order laksa, satay, and kamping soup + a yam paste for my dear. As it was very crowded, we went over to my place to eat. It was delicious :) and i could see my darling enjoys it.

Yay, get to see my darling tml. She lights up my life.

im back ! :)

2005-06-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

Man ! its been a long time since i updated me blog. Been kinda busy lately. Events poping up everywhere. Last week i was at the NWZ day, and i witness 1st hand the ugly singaporean. People coming for the event only for 2 things, free goodie bag and free food. Seriously, people ought to get their head screwed in straight. Some people can come in with 30 freaking tickets ! and only 2 ppl arrive, just to get the bags and food... damn ppl.

anyway, things have been going smoothly with my ger :) like a mcdonald ad, i'm loving it ! loving her actually ahaha. She is so fun to be with, nice to talk to, and i love listening to her. heehee, been seeing her alot.

but hor, lately seldom see my good buddies liao. oei call me u peeps ! doesnt mean got gf means no time for frens man. btw dom and kel and nic, need your numbers again, seems it didnt get transferred over to my new phone.

Zoooooooooooooooooooo

2005-06-08T12:21:00.000+08:00

Finally got my com up and running.
fri my com motherboard died. It kept jamming my pc every 10 mins. At first, i thought it was a virus, then turns out after a doc checked it out, it was a power surge. how it happen, i have no idea.

Sat went to the zooo with my darling, soooo long never step into zoo liao. got to see snakes, giraffe, monkeys running loose and a peacock in the carpark lol. it was a fun day, rained abit but fun nonethelesss. I'm always enjoying the time spent with my dear, everytime i c her face, my problems seems so far away. Just wan to make her happy.

Sun ... wat can i say, sleeping. eating, shitting, gaming and ... sleeping . lazy day

Mon went to doc for appointment. say i still can't run and do gym :( i wan to run with dear. then got motivation ahaahaha. Ask doc wat are these lines running across me waist, look like someone stitch me up. turns out, those are lines that appears after a change in weight loss. ahaaha im losing weight ! i thought someone open me up sia phew ...

MC Hammer and bowling queens

2005-05-27T11:06:00.000+08:00

u know the rapper that was MC Hammer? yeah he was from the 80s. My office have 2 MC Kings... MC as in medical certificate. I have no idea where they get their freaking MC, but they seem to be taking it on a regular basis. fuck them man, everytime we need either one of them , they vanish into thin air, so wats left? 2 SC NSboys instead of a full force 4. Kenneth and I left to pack 150 goodie bags instead of 4 ppl doing it which will finish it faster. best part, i was in a meeting that took me all the way till 3. didn't eat lunch, and these fuckers had to take mc and not help kenneth below. So after my meeting, i still had to go down geylang and grab some 75 bags with kenneth and david. if this was a 1 time thing, i would not b bothered, but its becoming a regular basis. If they continue this way, im going to make their life miserable, im gonna make sure their boss monitor them 24/7. No one fucks arnd with me ! I already informed the DD and this morning i informed their boss while i was eating breakfast. The boss took note of it. Screw with me and i will make your life a living hell. part 1 is over ! bwahaahahaa ! see who gets the last laugh !

er hmmm... ok enough about idiots, my dear going to b a bowling queen ! ahaaha then i m becoming the bowling king, and together , we will rule the bowling alley from our counter top wearing bowling gloves , shoes and a bowling scepter in each right hand. ahahaah joke hor, actually, she received a call from cathay bowling, i know she will get the job, she better.. else im not bowling at cathay bowl ever ! if she gets the job, i will bowl at cathay more. heehee

met 2 NAFAians while at the meeting, turns out noor was from multimedia design and emily was from visual com ! visual com was the course i was interested ! after chatting with them, i realised , i can actually enter the school ! woohoo, big relief, i have a chance to do wat i like. i hope i can get in next year.

Dios

clear up

2005-05-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

ho ho just managed to finish my project today :) so nice , can stay at home to do, plus can meet my dear more often !! woohoo how cool is that ! Every second im not seeing her, im thinking of her.

so far managed to clear up some of my plans. managed to find my course, now finding out if the uni is actually recognised. and i got to watch Episode III revenge of the sith today !

Its nicer than the previous 2 , more fighting scenes and decapitation, but i feel certain parts seemed fake.

read my dear blog, and i agree with her totally. but today my dear ot, i hope she rest well tonight, nothing like a beauty sleep to calm the soul. hope tml can meet her :) dun know leh, but everytime i see her, she is looking radiant... dun know what those ppl talking about. properly that woman sucking the life out of my dear :O ! dark side woman ! die !!!!

ok some end-of-week-thoughts

2005-05-13T16:46:00.000+08:00

1st, feeling shiok , my designs getting more and more recognized.

2nd, my dear bought me a gift :D can't stop smiling.

3rd, i look at my wallet and realise im so lucky to have such a beautiful girlfriend heehee. sure ppl will say looks isn't everything, but u can c from her pretty & cute face, that she has a heart of gold :)

4th, blogger is crazy, why did it say i didn't manage to post, than when i came back, it posted a 2nd time...

5th, eyesight getting bad from all those reading.

6th, oei who watchin starwars 3 ! call me hor.

7th, there are some crazy women out there... in the internet world.. beware !

8th, time to plan for me future, im gonna ORD SOON! bwahahaaaaha *insert chia evil laugh*

9th, stella if u reading this, let me c your portfolio again ! teach me how to make a webbie too !

and lastly, did i mention i have a sweet and beautiful gerfriend ?

books ! its heavy !

2005-05-11T13:43:00.000+08:00

holy coW ! books are really interesting. What started out as a cure for boredom quickly became an exciting way to escape from reality. So far i have read most of mattew reilly's and dan brown's books. All of them are fast-paced and exciting. I love it when the writer have put in the effort and show some amazingly difficult puzzle to solve or how detailed and realistic the environments feels. Plus i got to learn things from these books too. Like how some planes are actually already in prototype stages, commissioned but not known to the public, or how certain Spec Ops groups have new weaponry, or how rome and paris actually have certain interesting puzzles on the streets. suddenly i feel like writing one.

muack muack to my tiantian

books books books !

2005-05-11T13:33:00.000+08:00

holy cow ! recently i have been reading tons of books. They are so interesting ! in less than 2 weeks, i have read 3 mattew reilly books and 3 dan brown books. its soo nice, i just feel like writing one... oh wait, wasn't i suppose to edit marvin's story ... where the hell is the next chapter dude !!!

oh and muack muack to tiantian :D

my sweetheart

2005-05-09T21:48:00.000+08:00

ohhh my love, my darrrling... i hunger for your touch.
My dear, i love you. words can't describe my feelings.
i love your warmth and your smile, your voice brings life into my otherwise boring day.
u are like the moon, and i am the stars, always together at night.
i wan to kiss u good night, and shower u with gifts.
my darling, my love... good night , your be be going to sleep, thinking of you.

F**k this world

2005-05-06T18:37:00.000+08:00

Ever have the feeling that you THOUGHT you have done your best.. but it doesn't come out the way u wanted? I'm feeling that way now. When i read that line... i just want to kill myself over and over again... what da fuck...

BBQ

2005-05-01T09:58:00.000+08:00

sometimes, for no apparent reason, i will feel insecure, lost and aimless.
i dun know y i have this feeling sometimes.
but when i look at my dear, it just vanishes.
i wan to be with her, to hold her close to my heart.

at a BBQ yesterday, at my dears place. dun know why, but...

the day after my mc

2005-04-28T09:30:00.000+08:00

haiz... kenna some fever, so monday saw doc. lesser than 15 min i went in and with 1 look , the doc prescriped 3 drowy medicine and sent me home to rest for 2 days. My dear came and visit me on the second day :) i was very happy for wat she has done for me. Thank you darling, for accompanying me. I felt more alive heehee.

Wed went back office, first thing kenna 3 design jobs lol. Then when reach home thought can rest... my dad last min pop in some work for me. Stress me sia, but manage to finish ahaha. thank god for the weekends :)

its been a while

2005-04-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

hoho its been a while since my last blog.

weekend was fun, but i learn some valuable lessons about relationships.
yeah, but it can b overcome, like very thing, it takes patience to perfect it.

frens came over to swim. and i had to kenna fever ... crap :( but i felt ok. my Darling was there for me :) all in all i enjoyed my time, never felt more alive, even when im sick.

relationship 3 words - love, communication and trust. remember it well jeremy, remember it well.

A fish called SAE

2005-04-20T14:23:00.000+08:00

-.- first of all ... *slaps blogger*
crap ! i type sooo much and it hanged on me.

ok Tuesday.

Went out with darling today, we went to a fish shop coz i needed to purchase some SAE.
SAE aka siamese algae eater are beri cute fish that uses their pectoral fins to hover in the water. After catching 3 of them for my planted tanks, we went to get something to eat.

hokkien mee + fish beehoon soup... ahaaha no prize for guessing who ate wat. After that we went to my place and as we cuddle up, we watched i do i do. Not a bad show, just story plot missing. Wish we could cuddle somemore ... but it was 10:30pm liao so reluctantly i sent her home . heehee it was a fun night though

went to bed and dreamt of my little bunny ger yanyan :P

A day to remember

2005-04-18T11:01:00.000+08:00

Sunday was a happening day.

After saturday's 1am bowling escapade, i went to sleep arnd 6am.
woke up on sunday arnd 1pm. the sun was shining on me. :) seems like a good day.

Joyce left her fren in her room sleeping while she went to church. So as usual hungry me decided to go eat lunch. In the end, her fren joined me + my sis and another fren. we ate mac then i went to the fishy shop to get my plants.

while i was choosing my plants, the gals went to the rabbit + hamster shop. Mish at first wanted to buy a low maintence fish, but ended up buying a mouse ! O_O so big difference.

went home and decided to check if my darling is online. thought she would b playing with xiao yo yo.turns out she was online :) chatted with her and she asked if i wanted to come over her place.

tell u the truth, i felt abit unprepared. but there is nothing to fear, at most i'm just meeting her family and its not as though they have rocket launchers and nitrogen charges aimming at me. so i went down. I enjoyed myself, forgot to thank aunty for a big dinner >_< im getting forgetful nowadays. Finally saw my darling peiyan's h0ouse too heehee. Like my hougang house sia ... i miss this kind of house.

after that i decided to go home, haven't plant the plants yet heehee. Had a good talk with my darling after that till arnd 12 am. I learn about some new things today. And i feel my life will b getting more exciting soon :P

relaxing day

2005-04-17T12:44:00.000+08:00

ahhh.... wat a relaxing day saturday was.

darling came over with spaghetti and we cooked it :)
then we just relaxed and enjoy the time.
and saturday i could understand a bit more of my dear liao.
saturday was definetly a good day

The day i was tired

2005-04-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

today, was a beri busy day

woke up late...
then went to work , chatting with my gerger. seems she was a bit angry. well something was bothering her. Turns out she got an interview ! woohoo ! I wish her all the best, i really wan her to get the job.

Before i had time to react, J div came down, and it was at 12:30 , lunch time. so we went down to store and gave them some stuff. then after that we had to move out some stuff from the store , which took us to 3pm. went up to msn my dear, been worried abt her. then ... we had to go and help out again. no lunch liao.. beri hungry :P Lucky my good fren nic knew i had plans with my darling, so he let me off at 6:30. thanks nic ! thanks chee wee ! thanks kenneth! thanks ahmand !!owe them one.

i met my gerger at last :) she was my brightest star of the whole day ahaha.
she is studying now at home... i pray that if she can get in .. i will eat vegeterian food once every 2nd wed of the month!

the day i start my plan

2005-04-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

Today, i finally got a plan.

Forgot to tell my dear, >_< suppose to tell her after the movies.

Checked all uni and it seems i was too late.
this is my plan:
1. set up a freelance company with my frens
2. get as many jobs to do so i can use it as a portfolio and earn money at the same time.
3. by next year march i will have a portfolio for my NTU entry
4. Get into NTU and cont my freelancing. maybe get married probaably.
5. graduate get a job as a GRAPHIC DESIGNER.
6. get some experience, then slowly upgrade ... get baby!

well thats my plan.
had a good time with my darling. she wasn't feeling well but still went to watch movie with me.
thanks darling ! rest well, i will b praying for your recovery before i sleep. hope u can get the mc, and rest at home tml. muack muack good night everyone.

Saturday :)

2005-04-10T11:03:00.000+08:00

Saturday... was a Very good day.
my darling went swimming with me. She was sexy in a little swimsuit ;)
Looking at her gives me more motivation to slim down. heehee swimming is good exercise u know.
however i swam 20 laps the day before , so muscle still a little aching :P
Darling may not know how to swim, but after a few tries, i can see she is getting more confident. Ganbatte ne Yanyan ! Slowly but surely heehee.

Went up to bathe then we decided to rest a while. it was sooo nice. the aircon and the way time seems to come to a stop. No other responsibility to bug us. *soo comfortable* after watching a few shows, we had to eat !

hmm tot of going to c wu yue tian and lee sheng jie at J8, but it was only 6pm. So we shopped arnd toa payoh. Who knew toa payoh will have so much stuff :) haaha there was a shop that was selling facial stuff and toiletries at killer price ! i bought 2 biore facial foam for $3.50. After that we went to library. My fines was wayyyy overdue (think 1 year) and i had to pay them either way. So I paid my dues and borrowed a few books. ahaaha after fines, we decided to go eat. There was a japanese restuarant at AMK that me darling recommended. Cheap + good. It was nice, and it was cheap :P 1 ajisen ramen set could buy 2 ppl's share.. + drinks !

Had a very nice time, dropped my darling off, kissed her goodnight and remembered i said i was gonna call back adrian >_< so i went to meet adrian a bit, then went home abt 11+ then plop.. snore on the bed!

dreamt of my gal and i :) it was definetly a good dream.

Love Life

2005-04-08T15:45:00.000+08:00

Life ...
here we are, in this big blue world,
lets sit back and take a twirl.
Because life is not what its made up to be,
there are some things that make us want to flee.
Anger, betrayal and sadness,
things that make us feel emptiness.
life have its down,
but you don't have to frown.
I will be here for you,
because I willingly want to.
I want to lift you up from life's sorrow,
and move upwards in life as you follow.
Together, we will try to live life to the max,
as we keep our bad memories into our bags.
Keeping those bags in a secluded area of our mind,
hopefully we should be doing fine.
Just You and Me, helping each other out through our lives.
My Darling.

Today

2005-04-06T21:31:00.000+08:00

well wat happen today...

woke up late ... as usual T_T im gettting worse..
Surfing net and stuff, then today is healthy lifestyle
Wanted to go swimming, but we decided not to, all thanks to mother nature..
wat the *insert vulgar words* is wrong with the weather nowadays, its sunny , then next thing u know.. boom! and its raining.

right now its 6 april... 6 more days to payday !

quote of the day : if it ain't broke, dont fix it

Trust

2005-04-05T10:56:00.000+08:00

Trust.. it is a very strong word.

do you trust people you don't know? When we were young, we could soo easily trust anyone, we were that innocent. But as we grew up, some experience thought us otherwise. Not all friends are trustworthy. Strangers are even worse, they may have other motives. Does that mean we should not trust everyone?

No. There are different levels of trust. we should fully trust in our family, our girlfriends or boyfriends, our spouse, our closest friends. They have a good relation with you, and will not try to do anything that will betray your trust. because guilt follows them if they do. Knowing they have destroyed a beautiful thing called a "relationship". You may forgive them, but there is no forgetting it.

Like a meter, no one can win another person's full trust in 1 meeting. No, people have been deceived before. Thats why if we love the person alot, we must win their trust. Let them have faith in you, that your words are as good as a signed contract.

I will admit, i have failed in a few promises, no one is perfect. However, i have never failed to fulfill very important promises. The seriousness of some promises can be very taxing. So dear friends and family, think about this... have you held your end of the bargain all the time? have you always been extremely late in meeting a friend? Have you told someone you will get an item for someone, only to deny ever saying it? have you ever wonder if Jeremy is insane? Maybe, maybe not ... who knows .. *grin*

Monday... Arghh

2005-04-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

Its Monday again...

haiz today woke up reluctantly, sooo cold ... i got up, and stare at my jigsaw puzzle for a while... until i fell asleep again ! then i woke up and it was 8:45 ! wahhh super late ! so i multitask some stuff... heehee

monday+rain = cranky chia...

man, traffic was slow, cause of the rain, CTE had an accident. Luckily for me, I just read my darling's sms.. else i will fume at the slow traffic.

at work...

boss gave me new work to do.. create some new rhyme ! i had to rhyme some crime.
kinda like : " if u can't do the time, don't do the crime" yeah so spent a good 3 hrs comng out with some stuff.

heehee its 5pm soon, that means... go home! ah.. monday sure have some good times. going home is always a good time any time of the year.

quote of the day: you can pick your friend, and you can pick your nose, but you can't pick your friend's nose.

Saturday Saturday

2005-04-03T11:50:00.000+08:00

Yawn... just woke up -.- wah 12pm liao... pig sia me. Saturday was a fun day, woke up 1st thing after brush teeth, play roller coaster tycoon! marvin and i tried to make the most bad ass roller coaster, one that will put the nausea rating at extreme ! sadly, even with all the loops and spins and turns , at most we can get the rating to hit 'very high'

Then i went out with my dear, she was sooo pink today, love her pink top, pink earring and pink necklace heehee. we went window shopping... we never buy any window though :P Suddenly we felt like catching a movie, but as it turns out on a typical saturday, tat was impossible... so we went to Pastamania ! slrruuuppppp......... pasta taste great when u eat with a special someone always :D wonder where my drink went, always finished it at the end of the meal. We went to istana park and cuddle instead. I like my dear being so close to me, her warmth, and scent... heehee. well there were many benches, but it rained and most was wet, so we ended up sitting infront of a pond. after a few hours, we decided to go back into PS.

Wu bai was in town ! he was at this stage when we saw him. Turns out there was a guiness KTV contest. We could hear the singers at the park, and a few sounded good. We later went to times, and i saw the da vinci book... illustration included !!! I grab the book and flipped through the pages, wow ! i have just read finish the book, and the pictures gave me an even clearer view of the painting, churches and castles. We found a small place behind and sat on the floor. Damn good book, da vinci code seem to base EVERYTHING on real fact, and i like stories that do that.

Had to send my dear back at arnd 10+. T_T y must it b 10 already... after i sent her back, i met up with my good pals, and after many discussions, concluded that Kbox was the way to go! We went to suntec kbox, and sing until 3am. i bet if my dear could stay out, she will wan to join us lol. 3am , we went back, after dropping everyone off, i went home took a shower and plop on the bed.. zzzzz

Dear Diary

2005-04-01T19:21:00.000+08:00

Ha finally free to write me blog. Today was a busy day, went to set up a meeting room, made phone calls to all the school and read finish the da vinci code. however the highlight of my day, was when my dear told me she was going to france with her boss on some meeting. And will be gone for 2 weeks. wahaha shock me at first, then i realised wat day it was... April fool !!! scare me ar , thought 2 weeks no yanyan, how to survive ! i will get YYD !!! *YYD - YanYanDeficieny*
i will have to survive by eating yanyan choco biscuit for breakfast, lunch.. and dinner!!!

phone died on me though... stupid sony phone... it sux !!!! 1/2 a bar on my batt when i left home, and it couldn't even survive for more than 3 hrs... Dear msg me only, and the batt went dead. haiz.. sorry dear, cannot reply.

I haven't reach home yet, but later when i reach home, i will call dear asap ! ahahaa hmm tml then continue..

the love calculator...

2005-03-31T09:13:00.000+08:00

hmmm... wat is that? my sis showed me a webbie last night, it was the love calculator. if im not mistaken it should be www.thelovecalculator.com ? lol anyway the main aim of the webbie is to type in 2 person's FULL name and see if they are compatible. We tried alot of names :P of course i tried yanyan and me. we were 95% :D then we tried alot of ppl, including jay chou and patty hou... only 44%. ahahaa ... the worse was when they tried my name with another guy ! crap was, i got 52%. They concluded that i can b compatible with a number of ppl, including guys !

just read my dear's blog. . . hmmm i have to do something :P

Cute and mindless rambling

2005-03-30T09:24:00.000+08:00

CUTE. I'm finding my yanyan more and more cute. and i'm loving it ! Her voice is so cute and sweet and *insert mindless rambling* .... ahh, heehee.

I just wan to sit on the sofa, and fall asleep with her by my side while we were watching tv. haiz, too bad we had to cut the phone call short, i'm starting to find msn to b a lousy form of communication.. maybe its missing the tone of the voice, the sound of the voice. T_T

that was the good part of the day, talking to my gal... now comes the worst part.

DRILL. Argh its been ... 8 years since i last stepped into the dentist, and its hell time ! :X the dentist took one look at my mouth, fainted and the nurse revived him to complete the job. heehee ok he didn't faint, my mouth isn't THAT bad. He took the drill, and... did his best to scrap every single bad stuff on my teeth and gums. It was painful, very painful for some part of the gums, as i expected, but in the end, my mouth is clean, bleeding and i felt good. Then the bill came . . . 127 bucks ??!!?! O_O marv ! i tot u found a good and cheap one... he was good, but definetly not cheap . *wallet empty empty*

Earthquake

2005-03-29T09:27:00.000+08:00

Yesterday at around 12:30am, I was woken up to the swaying of the bed and chairs. I put my hand on my table, and felt it shifting too. At that point, I thought I was dreaming, until I saw my clothes in my cupboard swaying too. So I got up, woke my parents and together with sis and frens went down to the 1st floor.

Earthquake... 8.7 on the richter scale, one of the largest Earthquake this century. It was confirmed by Channel Newsasia. Thankfully we are in Singapore. WE may complain that singapore is too small, too little stuff to do, but in the end, we are grateful in our hearts, for it is very safe here. We have a very low crime rate, almost comparable to sweden and we are sheltered by surrounding countries from all natural disasters.

please note, if you are the PM of Singapore, please don't build the !@#$% casino and build a theme park instead, cmon casino, seriously who wants it??? hmmm Sentosa seems to be disappearing... only good for suntanning only er.

My first time

2005-03-29T07:20:00.000+08:00

Today, I realised i should have blogged long ago. doh! well this will b my first post.

Ever remember things that you have done for the first time? The first time you won the lottery, the first time you sat a roller coaster, the first time you fall in love, and the first time you declared your love for someone. I will always remember the first time... as its the most exciting, most nerve-recking and makes you wonder alot of "wat if" questions.

I will always remember the first time i met certain people, my sister, my buddy, and until recently.. my GF. Having met her, i must admit, she have changed some aspects of my life. I'm not going to deny that I was a game freak, gaming was my life. Everyday when i'm awake, the first thing i would do is on my com or my ps2. (of course i brush my teeth first, im not crazy) Then its as though some light shed on my life, she appeared in my life. Next thing i knew, PS2 and COM were left on the shelf. Sure I still play them randomly, but now, for the first time, I have self-control, I have something more important to do.

-.- maybe im blabbering, but my main point : you never know till you try, Sure you may fail, but you may pass too right? You can sit back next time as an old guy/gal and talk about it later. never forget that.

I wan my lovable Crystal :)